Showing posts with label לדוד. Show all posts
Showing posts with label לדוד. Show all posts

Monday, August 12, 2013

Pasuk 3

אִם תַּחֲנֶה עָלַי מַחֲנֶה לֹא יִירָא לִבִּי אִם תָּקוּם עָלַי מִלְחָמָה בְּזֹאת אֲנִי בוֹטֵחַ.

Were an army to gather against me, if war were to come upon me, in this I trust.

The word בזאת (in this) has echoes of Yom Kippur, בזאת יבא אהרן אל הקדש, in this manner shall Aharon enter the Holy.
The Bais HaMikdosh (Temple) was a warp in the time-space continuum. The Talmud tells us that the לחם הפנים, the showbread, sat out for over a week without cooling or getting stale. In the קדש הקדשים, the Holy of Holies, the Ark took up no physical space. The laws of physics, the workings of time and space, were suspended. This was where the populace would come on the Holidays to witness these warps in the fabric of the Universe and to understand by extension the love God has expressed through the miracle of Creation.
And what was found within the space warp that was the place of the Ark? On top of the Ark were two Cherubs and they would be seen hugging each other to symbolize the love that Hashem has for us. The love that led Him to transcend His omnipresence and create a place for our existence.
Within this existence it is all too easy to forget about the existence of Hashem. As we get lost within the vicissitudes of life and allow fears to overwhelm us God seems to be absent. We see no place for miracles. Transcending what appears to be inevitable seems impossible.
As Dovid stood, surrounded by enemies and seeing war come upon him, he often found himself in situations that seemed hopeless. A lesser man (like Shaul) might have succumbed to the evidence of impending disaster that surrounded him. But Dovid trusted in בזאת, he thought about the Holy of Holies and the demonstration there of Hashem's omnipotence. He thought about the love of Hashem that was evident within that warp. And he was reminded that even here in this world there is a power that can warp what seem to be the rules of normalcy and bring about a miraculous outcome.

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

First Pasuk

לְדָוִד ה’ אוֹרִי וְיִשְׁעִי מִמִּי אִירָא ה’ מָעוֹז חַיַּי מִמִּי אֶפְחָד:

A song of Dovid. Hashem is my light and my salvation, from whom should I fear. Hashem is the fortress of my life, from whom should I have trepidation.

Clearly Dovid HaMelech found himself in a dark place, a place from which he needed to be saved. He felt unprotected and fearful. Suddenly, he found Hashem and all the darkness, all the vulnerability, all the fear went away. 
What happened?
I have written extensively on my Kabbalistic Koncepts blog about the symbolism of the name of יקוק. The world as we perceive it is a disjointed and fragmented place. There is conflict and dissension on every level.Within and without ourselves. This is the Void, the Darkness created by Hashem as the very center-point of creation in which fear and vulnerability would be given free reign.
But this is also, and primarily, an opportunity. An opportunity to see beyond the chaos and find the unifying force that gives existence to the apparent chaos. When we find that force, represented by the name יקוק, the darkness falls away, the fears are gone and there is no more vulnerability.
Ellul, leading to Rosh Hashanah is the time to reinvigorate our relationship with Hashem. That relationship has gotten lost as we have allowed ourselves to get lost in the Void over the course of the year. The first step to getting out out the Void is refocusing our attention on what our goal is and where our salvation lies.
ה' אורי וישעי, focus on the unifying singular force of Hashem and I will find myself in the light and invulnerable.

The Impetus for this Blog

This morning, being Rosh Chodesh Ellul, I said לדוד ה' אורי, Psalm 27, as part of my davening. I was really looking forward to saying it as it has always been one of my favorite kapitlach Tehillim.
What surprised me was my reaction. Saying it made me very emotional. That was especially true of the final two verses. לולא האמנתי לראות בטוב ה' בארץ חיים. קוה אל ה' חזק ויאמץ לבך וקוה אל ה. "If I hadn't believed that I would see the goodness of Hashem in the land of the living. Hope to Hashem, strengthen yourself, and hope to Hashem again." I can't possibly count the number of times that I was going through what seemed like very dark times in my life and I turned to these words to give me hope and strength to persevere and not give up. On occasion I have spent hours singing them to the classic tune of Diaspora Yeshiva Band.
Saying it this morning and feeling as I did engendered in me a desire to spend some time really getting to the root of this chapter of Tehillim and understanding it. It is my intent to spend this month blogging about what I learn as to its meaning.